Release your Inhibitions

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Finally? Wow it took me forever to post an entry even after the A levels. I guess I'm just losing the hang of things. Well, my days haven't pretty much excite me but I'm sure it will, soon! There are still tasks I've yet to undertake (sounds serious), like RUN. I'm feeling really unhealthy. Maybe I need someone to run with me, oh man it's kinda hard to start again when the inertia is acting against you.

Oh yes, I can't wait for this FRIDAY! Yabedabedooooooo! Omg, so exciting just thinking about it!

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Definitely a fulfilling 18th birthday for me. With the whole load of surprises and simply just spending time with the important people in my life and that make a difference in my everyday endeavour. Special thanks to them. ( according to most recent event people, independent of each other)

1) Fatin and Nadia for surprising me in the middle of the night on 2nd May outside my house with a cute balloon and 18 fantastic cupcakes.

2) To my mum by dropping me some gift through my account and spending the evening with me.

3) To Asfalina for the gorgeous card she made me with the most beautiful moments we had together inscribed.

4) To the most thoughtful individuals who text-messaged me at the struck of midnight to wish me.

5) To that special someone who got me a lovely dress by post on the eve of my birthday.

6) To 0723D for spending a splendid evening with me to celebrate my birthday in advance.

7) Thank you to Pamela and Vivien for being there.

8) Big thanks to the big shot who make the evening happen. Siti, Vivien and Sarah. For planning and relentlessly trying to cast me away so that you babes could discuss.

9) To the 3 babes again for getting me the purple havaianas and big purple card with wonderful and heartfelt messages.

A simple yet important 2 words. Thank you. Thank you for the effort. Thank you for the warm hugs. Thank you for just being there. Thank you for making it a point. I appreciate it, ALL OF IT. These fond captured moments we share together - I will hold by my side for a lifetime.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

It was all said and done.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

I encountered an extremely shocking and disturbing, global disclosure I must say. A "worldwide phenomenon". Truth is, I am very affected by what I have been reading, and still is. I'm perplexed by the whole situation. I'm disappointed and definitely taken aback. How could such a thing happen?

I wholeheartedly sympathise with her and I pray to Allah s.w.t that she do realise her actions had led to utmost transgression towards the Islamic law. I do not blame her, I truly don't. For those who can figure out what I'm driving at, especially the Muslims, please pray for her.

From Anas, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said: I heard the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, say:

"Allah the Almighty has said: 'O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me, and hope in Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds in the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I shall forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with an earthful of sins and were you then to face Me, without having associated anything with Me, I shall grant you an earthful of pardon.'"
[Recorded by Al-Tirmidhi, who said that it is a good and sound hadith]

Please return to the rightful path.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

The aftermath of block test was horrendous. After going through the questions, particularly math, I felt like banging myself. If I can self-correct, that means I can do it. So, what is wrong? It is vital that we come to realisation of our own mistakes and implement ways to correct it.

Drats, that was so econs. Anyway, I guess I lack practice in math. Practices not only helps you grasp the subject matter but also instill confidence in you.

I shall also use my time effectively. I have, for my the past 2 days! That is a good start.

I shall also revamp my whole studying habit. And lastly, most importantly, change my mentality for geography. I have to start giving attention to my all-time loathsome H1 subject.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Another break yet again. And like any other break, it will pass by real fast before you know it. Nothing worse can spoil my morning of the first day of break with a message to do econs essay. Thank you!

It's already march, coming to april. Next is Prelims 1. The end is really nearing. I'm freaking out you know. But how ironic, I'm still not working hard enough. When you think it's hard work,it's just ain't enough. Which really sucks! I feel so un-motivated most of the time. The start-up gear is faulty i guess, I NEED LUBRICANT! I don't know what i need okay.Oh ya, i do, MOTIVATION. I feel really sick of notes, formulas and the type of reactions okay. Perhaps I'm feeling this way because of my surrounding. Everyone is still not taking it seriously. Work work work. We work so hard for that piece of certificate. Hey, it's just a piece of paper. We get so success driven that after all these years i doubt we really know our true self.

Friday, March 07, 2008

Ecstatic. Overjoyed. Elated. +++ YES! I am super duper happy. I got A for malay. I was beaming all the way, i swear, i'm sorry i just couldn't help it. It was all well worth it. All the humiliation as pisang pekak. lol. Guess what, i think jc malay lessons have been the best by far. Enriching yet entertaining. The result is not only short-term happiness but rather, it motivates me to work even harder. I'd like to exit from the hall, around this time next year, with the same expression and feeling. I hope. So, let's now get back to real work! Ya, congrats to those who did well too, especially the j3s!